Maybe Kids at 30, but Can We Have the Bed Now?

Adam and I selfishly have an extremely long list of things we want to experience before we venture into parenthood. Let me give you an idea of how long our list is: Children aren't in our 5 year plan and are at the bottom of the list of our 10 year plan, ha. As we know, God has His own plan for our lives, so we may very well have a child sooner than anticipated. Don't get me wrong, I love, love, love kids! Ty and Madi, in particular, can ALWAYS put smiles on our faces! They absolutely love Adam, so it will be fun to see him with our kids. For now, it's fun to spoil the heck out of them and send them home. All this being said, how cute will this bed be if we ever have a little boy?? Maybe Adam will share and let him sleep in it every once in a while, ha.

The Grandmother God Gave Me

Have you ever watched a favorite movie, smelled a familiar scent, or heard a song that reminded you of someone special? For as long as I live, I will never be able to watch Coal Miner's Daughter, smell barbeque sauce, or listen to a Willie Nelson song without thinking of my sweet Grandmother. You see, she is the only grandparent I still have living; however, she's always been incredibly special to me. She's my Nan-Nan and by far the strongest woman I know. She has been through so very much in her lifetime, but always seemed to provide for my Mother and her siblings. Through her hardwork and most importantly, her faith, she has endured far more than anyone should.

When I was younger, Saturday mornings were spent at Nan-Nan's house. As I grew older, Sunday lunches became a weekly tradition and my most anticipated hour of the week. No matter the situation, Nan-Nan is always quick to give advice. Through her countless experiences in this crazy, mixed-up world, she has so much wisdom to offer. At times, that wisdom is the last thing anyone wants to hear, but it's always the wisdom that gets you through the hard times.

There are so many things I am thankful to Nan-Nan for, but the most valuable thing she has ever provided for me is my amazing Mother. Nan-Nan raised a strong, independent, and beautiful daughter that loves her family and her God more than anything in the world. The values Nan-Nan instilled in my Mother gave her the wisdom she needed to provide me with the amazing life I am living.

Thank you Lord for a grandmother and mother that never give up on me and love me no matter what!

I Need This

This pergola would fit perfectly on our deck. Poor thing definitely needs something to break up the monotony of the horrible green house (fyi: will be changed after the wedding).

Christmas time, already?

Christmas will be here before you know it and I absolutely cannot wait! Nothing better than spending quality time with our families while keeping in mind the reason for the season. Over the top decorating isn't too bad either ;) Think Adam's going to let me put this on our front door??

Realizing

Sadly, most of my friends from high school have graduated and started new jobs this summer. Being a semester behind, I am in summer school trying my hardest to graduate in December, so I too can start my career. As I read each of their blogs, I realize our lives have gone in so many different directions. A few have started their careers several states away and some only a few towns away, but for my sweet Adam and I, we are staying in Pontotoc. For now, that’s okay with me because I know that we are about to start our lives together, regardless of our zip code.

What a Starr

I’m a Daddy’s girl, plain and simple; however, my sweet momma is my best friend. Though I may not act like it at times, she is one of the only people in the whole world that can comfort me no matter what. She has supported me in everything I have ever tried, whether I failed or succeeded. I can call her at any time of the day and know that she will be there.

I often take her for granted when I should be thanking the Good Lord for allowing me to have such an amazing mother. She sacrifices daily to provide me with everything I need or want.

I love you Momma!

Adam Carnes

Like always, the past few weeks have been a test on Adam and me, but bless his sweet little heart, he has been a trooper. I have been studying constantly when I’m home, which means very little relaxation time. Our nights together have consisted of him falling asleep on the couch while I’m going over notecards. I’ll never be able to repay him for his patience the past two and a half years of my desperate attempt to graduate. He never fails to amaze me. He’s my hero, my everything, my life, my love, my best friend. Thank you Lord; I am truly blessed.

I’m sure he thinks those little things he does go unnoticed, but I promise Adam Carnes, I notice and love every single thing about you! Like when you make all those noises–whether, it’s a firetruck or an ambulance, I notice. They are the most unique and interesting sound effects I’ve ever heard. If we hear, see, or are talking about any emergency vehicle, you better believe he’s going to mimic the exact pitch, depth, length, and volume. Sometimes, he can fool me and I’ll look around for a firetruck. (Yes, he’s that good.)

He ALWAYS and I mean ALWAYS, sings along to the songs on the radio, but NEVER and I mean NEVER does he sing the right lyrics. Apparently, the real lyrics are not exciting enough for him, ha. I can never remember the lyrics to songs, but I never forget the lyrics Adam makes up.

We can be in the most in depth conversation ever, but if we are in any position for me to reach his back, then he will completely change the subject and insist I scratch his back. I’ll admit, this is not my favorite thing in the world to do, but it always makes him happy and that is my favorite thing in the world to do, so of course, I always give in

Adam Carnes should run for mayor in ANY town. He’d win because this boy NEVER meets a stranger. I absolutely love this about him! He will absolutely go out of his way to do anything for anybody! He is so tender-hearted. If I wasn’t already head-over-heels in love with him, his charm would melt my heart right away!

The best part about the love of my life is his devotion to the Lord. He always places his faith in the Lord before all. Whether it be through tithing, praying while driving to work, or being an example to his friends in everyday life–Jesus Christ is the most important thing to him and he tried his best to make that show daily! The Lord brought Adam and I together and I have full faith that our love and trust in Him will keep us together.